Confusion

Confusion

I look into your eyes and I see a gleam of light.
Your heart is opening up to things that might. 
You mind starts spinning, giving you a fright.

You cannot contemplate what could be insight.
I am waiting for you to be my white knight,
but you run away as with stage fright.
Your past haunts you and holds on tight.
When you are ready, I will be your guiding light.

Written By Lori Sims

Posted 09/13/12

The fight

The fight

For years and years I fought by your side, 
Even through the happiness in pain.
It was everything I dreamed of including pride.

Suddenly everything begin to fall, it fell as hard is acid rain.
Even though we knew from the start it was going to be a bumpy ride.
For years and years everything you told me were lies.
To the point my heart could no longer hear love voices.
We reached the point where we could have no more tries.
I gave you the option to make the final choices.
I never knew it would lead to goodbyes

Written By Lori Sims

Posted on 09/16/12

Confusion

Confusion

I look into your eyes and I see a gleam of light.
Your heart is opening up to things that might. 
You mind starts spinning, giving you a fright.

You cannot contemplate what could be insight.
I am waiting for you to be my white knight,
but you run away as with stage fright.
Your past haunts you and holds on tight.
When you are ready, I will be your guiding light.

Written By Lori Sims

Posted on 09/13/12

Meredith

Meredith

Many tears I have shed for you

Encourage me to give my best

Running was never an option

Even through this challenging test

Determined to help you succeed

I love you more and more each day

Together we will grow to test each other.

Here in my heart you will always stay.

Written By Lori Sims - Posted 05/11/12

Rosa

Rosa

Ready to listen to all my wild ideas

Optimistic about the future

Surviving the toughest situations.

Always made the best tortillas.

Written By Lori Sims on 05/13/12

Meredith

Meredith

Many tears I have shed for you

Encourage me to give my best

Running was never an option

Even through this challenging test

Determined to help you succeed

I love you more and more each day

Together we will grow to test each other.

Here in my heart you will always stay.

Written By Lori Sims - Posted 05/11/12

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Hidden secrets I must find

Locked in the back of my mind.

Showing me that I am strong

Creating a sense that I belong.

Giving me the will to live

Encouraging me to be creative.

Growing in energy that I need

Planting power in me like a seed.

Something budding in my heart

Is allowing me a fresh new start.

Taking chances I have earned

From lesson of life I have learned.

I Hate You

I Hate You,

By Lori Sims

I hate you for causing me so much pain,

You have caused so much sorrow,

I feel I have nothing left to gain.

From death do us part, 

To our three bundles joy,

I felt my heart was just your toy.

For years and years,

I shed more tears.

You showed me my life,

Had become my worst fears.

Trying to be strong was all I could do,

But that did not matter, not even to you.

Life without you is so much clearer,

But the pain reflects just like a mirror.

I wait for the day that I am no longer blue,

Maybe that will be the day I no longer hate you.

Poste 05/07/12